没有改变的勇气

有时候真的不知道自己要什么
害怕改变的同时讨厌平淡如水的人生
没有起伏的人生到底是好还是坏？
我的目标。。。其实我不知道
每一天都忙碌的为事情奔跑着
一切牵连着身边的每个人
如果没有他们。。
我的人生也许是一片空白的纸
也许我应该开始思考这一切
。。。

值得吗?

为了可以继续念书
我必须打工挣钱缴学费与生活费
从念硕士的第一天起
学习与打工可说是我生活的全部
新学期开学了
依然每一天不停的打工和学习
这学期是最后了
然而并未能好好的享受学业生涯的最后
我感觉无比的累与无奈
值得吗?
人生真的要如此忙碌追赶着吗?

后悔..

今天终于考完了
4天马不停蹄的与时间追赶
念书背笔记累得头昏脑胀
很大的落差心情从高处落到深谷
很伤心
因为后悔没有尽我的责任
一个学生应该的做的
很后悔
可是事到如今还能怎样?
唉...唯有接受事实
悔改错误努力奋斗!

活出精彩

漫长人生
与其虚叹埋怨不如勇敢面对
只有往前迈进才有机会到达终点

人生苦短
与其以泪洗脸不如开心过活
只有享受人生才能乐在其中

常记:
积极面对人生才不悔过当初
后悔当初不如努力活在当下
乐观面对才能活出人生精彩

今天之后的4天

啊...明天就是期末考试了!
很担心, 因为还没准备好...(也许是懒惰的因数)
太多了! 一个星期的时间准备4科...
我的脑袋已经饱和到极点...
怎么办??

这次的考试时间表也的确太差了!
连续考4天而且科目次序编排太糟糕了!
第一天, 645PM-945PM (3 hours) -ACCOUNTING(INFORMATION SYSTEM) 65%
40 MCQ and 5 Essays! 全考背的! 我肯定死的惨惨!
第二天, 645PM-845PM (2 hours)-LAW(CORPORATION) 50%
1 Compulsory question and 2 questions out of 5 choices. 要理解和运用CA (法则条例) 和案例
第三天, 645PM-845PM (2 hours)- TAXATION 70%
3 Questions, 时间也太少了吧...税收条例与运用! 很难!
第四天, 645PM-945PM (3 hours)-ACCOUNTING (CORPORATE) 80%
4 Questions with mcqs on theory, 更惨! 已累到不行, 还地记那么多....

这使我回想起中学生活
中华独立中学的地狱式磨练
期末考可是俩星期考10科
但是那时压力可没那么大
因为不及格顶多成绩册内出现红数字
现在可不同了, 可得重念! (很昂贵)

祝我好运吧...
大战要开始了...
唉..希望战胜而归...

读书为了?

考试即将来临
还有很多书没念
压力把我压得透不过气
讨厌为考试而读书;
因为读书为了求知识
讨厌被时间追赶;
因为应该享受人生
讨厌被逼迫;
因为乐爱自由自在
讨厌现在的生活;
因为在为将即的考试而念书
讨厌现在的自己;
因为不再坚持的心失去动力
痛苦中

LAZY BUSY CRAZY

LAZY is the reason;
BUSY is the excuse;
CRAZY is ME.

As usual, i am TIRED
Life is nothing apart from WORK N STUDY
Been really SLACK
Don't feel like doing anything after work
Am STRESS with not doing my study
HOW???

Final exam timetable is out
what a stupid timetable
again finish 4 papers in the first four day of exam week
OMG how???
I HATE IT

after so long

Has been a while never log on to the blog to blog
Has been very busy, busy untill i almost forgot i got a blog
Sound "kua zhang" right?
A bit, yet is true...
Coping with 4 units this semester and also work is a hard and seriously tiring thing
I feel i am loss and no energy to have feeling sometime
I try to arrange my time as best as i can
however it seem no matter how i organise my things it just seems too much
Aisk...anyway get to back to study again

The last week

Soon holiday ends
Yet my life doen't change much
Been working hard
Serious, can you imagine working 7 days a week for about 4 weeks non-stop?
However there isn't enough for fees and rental still
Tired Tired Tired
New Semester start soon
life is going to be more hectic
when can i have a break?
I need a break
I wants a break
...keep going...
i know, i have to and i will

RESULTS

Finally, the results out
hehe... did quite well :D
I am happy for sure!
Hm...but dono y...feel a bit down after a while...
Not many ppl share my happiness maybe
life is not easy here...serious..

空虚

快要考完试了..
当然高兴, 而且轻松多了...
可是..这也是开始重整生活的时候了
突然的悠闲可是携带些许的空虚与孤单...
累了...

还好吗?

有时人总会习惯性的把某些事情变得理所当然
或不知觉的失去珍惜事情的态度

物以稀为贵

People appreciate things more when it is rare...
Do you agree? Rank 1-5 (1 less agree -5 very agree) __

Getting sick with the current life
No idea what to do...
No idea how should i do...
No idea to what extend things should be done...
Apart from study and work hard; really hard
there isn't much..

People around said to me...
Good la, you so busy then you will not complain "sien" or "think too much"
but yeah...what a nice "busy life"
All these just make me feel restless
I am just so tired after all

AISK....

LiFe

Life is getting more stressful as the final is coming soon...
I am getting more "unorganised"
As i am kind of lossing my "direction"
Hm...temper getting hard to control...
Aisk...mood swing regularly..
Ahhhhhh....how?

BUSY..Blue...Blank

Has been very tiring for the pass few weeks
Not only working part-time at restaurant
I also got a casual work at uni (only a week)
and need to prepare for mid-term exams

STRESS Oiii...

Not only that

My laptop was back in KL and "hospitalised"

KNS only 2 years old, hard disk got bad data!!!

Changing a new hard disk now....

It will only be back when my "teacher" come visit perth on Mid May...

I am now using friend's

After finished all mid term exams...

Without computer, tv in my room...
Life with no entertainment...
Feeling seriously empty and blue...
Aisk...SAD

WORK ADN STUDY

Been working quite hard recently...
As a fulltime student, the only thing i can say is "TIRED"
Hm...seriously dono if i can still stand with the life style now
I am so tired every day
Trying to take rest but...
aisk feel guilty for not ding my study!

Is time to rearrange my time and get myself settle well
I will take good rest
study hard!! n work too :P

CHEER!!!!

Wish all best and remember to relaxxxxxxxxxxxx :)

Fujitsu...aisk

my fujitsu lappy ....
aisk dono y system crash...
can't even reformat...
waiting to send in to service...
dono how much will ut cost me again....
how????
Stress, Sad and "SUI"....
Just breake my watch few days before...

...互相了解...

愿意扶持
乐意分享
不怕付出与牺牲
不计较吃亏
不要求相对的回报
然而...
期许真心相对, 了解容忍
因为...
内心的自然反应
动力的泉源
持续的借口

毕业典礼

毕业典礼

4年努力的结果
与大家分享荣誉的一天
百感交集

原以为父母可以到场观礼,
可是…
事实也没什么特别的,
须花一大笔钱,
只为了那俩个小时
或上台领取文凭的一刹那
但…
当然还是会感到失落

不管如何, 也只是一个仪式
典礼在燃放烟花中结束
我闭上双眼期许
愿与大家分享我的喜悦
祝福大家身体健康, 生活愉快

每天都是情人节

在此愿天下有情人终成眷属...
幸福美满掌握在你手中
坦诚相对
互相关爱
了解体谅
珍惜眼前
每天都可以是情人节噢...