比想象的难

是我太看得起自己，还是真的很难。。。
要配合他人真的比想象的要难吗？

要接受还是放弃？ 为何低头的总得是我？
是因为明白事理，还是我脆弱？
还是我真得没他人好？
开始变得模糊。。。怀疑

Well ...i try and that is also only so much i can do...
Leave it if i can't take it........